*.:｡ everytime i close my eyes, it's like a dark paradise *.:｡

this is crappy lol but i'll make myself a birthday set when i get home. if you want to make me one, just message me with the link! :)

to my loving mother, she is a big inspiration in my life & she always makes me happy. i look at her & i see all the things she went through & when my grandmother & also her mother passed away just a year ago, it broke all of our hearts. we cried and grieved for months but even through the midst of it all, we managed to stay strong; especially my mother. i know she would've loved to spend mother's day with her mother but she's her in spirit with us. so mom, thank you for always inspiring me & encouraging me to always try my hardest, you are one of my favorite people & i will love you always. ♥

oh god, words cannot describe how much i love this man! even though i'll probably never meet him i will always be a loyal fan to him & i wish him nothing but success & happiness in his personal life & also his career.
 
quick reminder, my birthday is on tuesday (May 15th). Buy me presents? :)

I AM SO CONFUSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YES Jeremy is being a damn good brother by protecting his sister & making the right decision for her like she always did for him -even though we all hated it-tyler & caroline are FUDGING PERFECT!!! did he freaking die or what?? bonnie did a spell on him i'm sure of it & bonnie is so gonna kick ass next season! klaus is NOT DEAD, i refuse to believe it! alright who cares if she met damon first but stefan was the one who saved her fudging life let's not forget that shit! i was soo glad matt didn't die im like if they kill off one of the humans on the show i was gonna go HAM all on their asses! dude when alaric & damon were fighting that was just...THEY WERE/ARE FRIENDS! THEY'LL ALWAYS BE FRIENDS TO ME! WHY DOES ELENA'S LIFE HAVE TO BE TIED TO ALARICS WHY COULDN'T THEY BOTH STAY HUMAN, WHY MUST EVERYTHING BE RUINED! if elena comes back in s4 as a vampire im gonna split my lid! i wanted her to remain human & let stefan turn her!! i just...uuuughhh i have so many thoughts running through my mind right now please bring joseph morgan back on the show PLZ! gawd did you see rebekah & eljiah -BALLING MY EYES OUT!- that kiss was perfect!!! even though i felt it could've been much more...romantic, you know like after some deep conversation stefan just lands a big one right one her; couldn't they make-out for like 5 seconds...& possibly move over to her bed...& stefan became shirtless...& so did elena...&...I MEAN COME ON! they've been apart for so long & they get that one little petty ass kiss? but i can't complain im sooo happy they kissed FINALLY! he was actually crying when he got elena out of the water, his face! he thought he lost her!! aaww stefan i love you! i hope damon gets a love interest next season 'cause i think it's obvious that elena will always love stefan & always choose stefan, she can't unfall for him as she put it & that's what i love ♥ i loved seeing Jenna & her parents! they should've put a little scene in there w/jenna & alaric reuniting on the other side that would've been great! but what i really wanna know is why is damon always compelling elena to forget shit? like wouldn't he want her to remember!? i mean maybe that's why they're in this mess b/c he knows the truth & she doesn't? whatever, who fucking cares she chose stefan & that's that & i can't wait til next season to see them together ♥